Missing but still here!

I have had a few hick ups this week, sorry for my absence. Last Saturday night I had chest pain and was admitted to Gosford hospital at 1am. I am ok....Just a bump in the road and I guess another week of reality. Breathing difficulty and a fright. Five days in hospital.

Happy to report that the chest pain and breathing difficulty is not my heart or my lungs. I think this is really great, but I still don't know what is wrong, but as it's not major I don't think.

When you have had as many health scares as I, you become tough or I guess I do anyhow, I am back and fighting on as I do. I think it's normal to be afraid as we all know our bodies and mine is not working quiet right.

After an interesting dinner out tonight with friends I have been thinking, it's the anniversary of my mothers death. I miss her 13 years ago she passed away. I think today for me it's the message that life has to go on and it has to. Tomorrow I am going to make a few changes and I as we do to the best of our abilities. 

My quote of today is life is short play hard. Everyday there will be something good that happens and it will, it always does I never ever doubt that. 

My mantra today is On this day, It will be:

gratitude