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Doctor comes out of retirement to save me! Cancer

When your doctor says to you. I have never seen this before. I have to refer you but the gentleman is in retirement so we will have to see if he takes your case. Ohhhh yeah, now I am having a melt down.
1988 the cave man era. The tests weren't as accurate. Comparing to today it's Caveman for sure. Not quiet back to where they carved into stone but maybe not that long after. Sorry I hope you are having a little giggle. At this stage traumatic is probably what I was feeling back then, but now I am proud of my journey...
So Doctor Jock Murray 80 years old comes out of retirement to take my case. He was a tall man a clever man also but not much personality. He was a straight shooter, now I would like that but back then I was I between wanting to love him and hate him. Everyone needs different things from a doctor, but me the 24 year old country girl married for just 3 years and bought my first home. I actually thought I had it all and I did, except now lost my baby at 19.5 weeks gestation. Still trying to cope with that. A new doctor a scarey big hospital and a doctor that I felt was being mean to me. I have to tell you that changed... slowly
But wait there is more, in Sydney hussle and bustle admitted to get this the terminally ill ward. Yep you got it. The worst cases and the terminal patients in there were all old. They said to me no one gets out of here alive!!!!! I am like omg this is it! I have made it to hell.
Yep 24 in hell. Feeling scared and alone. Lots of people around me but the world appears to have stopped. I have frozen now in hell....
this is not the way it's supposed to end. Is it????
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