I am a very confident woman, always have been. I think this happens to all of us, we have been somewhere and someone will say LOOK over there, that lady has Cancer because she is wearing a turban! Everyone stares. I have been on 2 cancer battles, at 24 it did not even enter my mind. Just to assure you that I never told anyone, my Mother, Father and Ian were the only ones that knew my voyage. When you get told you have 8 weeks to live, I really didn't want people to tell me I would die. So I created a secret. People would tell me how good I looked and I was fighting for my life......How ironic.
Cancer battle number 2 saw at 43 and everyone knowing that life got a little out of control. I lost my confidence and when people were staring I said OMG they know I have cancer. Just so you know this is a little normal. You probably look great its just one of those thoughts that pops into your head. But really they may be looking past you. It will be ok!