Cancer - debt loosing everything

I have always been a hard worker and there we go! Material things you have worked your arss off to get. All of a sudden it's way to hard to hang onto! Not working no money huge cancer debt. Loising everything I have worked for and my great credit rating is torn to pieces.
I had 3 properties in 2007 doing great. I was proud hard working single mother, 3 jobs 3 properties and 3 kids. Do you think I had a thing for the number 3, you maybe be right,
Well the banks start hassling you monthly. Then it turns to weekly then in a horror of a second. The sheriff served me a notice to say they would take everything in 21 days.
It's really hard to refinance with no job even harder when you are behind. So then I kick into some sort of madness mode. I was between crazy and resentful. Fire sale on all my properties, once those dam real estate agents know your desperate your life turns into a zombie apocalypse.
Stupid offers telling me to take them. I really lost the plot. What was left nothing. Ok let's just sell everything for nothing stop the bank from taking them. My sister told me to go bankrupt. Jezzzz can my life get any worse.
Ok so I ended up with defaults not bankruptcy isn't that great. Oh well it's only material but do you know how I felt that day. I felt so sad what was happening, please world open up and swallow me. Another loss.
In January this year with help from a friend I actually bought again. At 52 I am starting again, but hey on the happy side. I am here to start again, I can start again, wow thank you! There was a time I thought this to be impossible, so proud of myself! What's left of my mind is very happy!

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