Chemotherapy - mind preparation! This is hard because I think ignorance is bliss, when you don't know something you get through it because you don't know what to expect. Like childbirth, you don't really know what's happening or how long it will take, but the second time the minute that pain starts your memory quickly remembers the pain. Isn't it fabulous how we can block pain.
Well for me I got through the first chemo when I was 24 because I did not know what was ahead. Really thats a good thing. The second time at 43, I thought I was going to have a heart attack thinking back....eekkkk......
No way I said "I just can't do that dam chemo again". Gee how Chemo has changed 20 odd years ago you had chemo for 24 hours once a week back then. Admitted to hospital and kept in. Now days its basically a morning. I was afraid this second time, more than the last time. I knew what was going to happen and that did my head in.
I have to thank my sister Alana, for her support here. She drove all the way from Goulburn to take me. She was wonderful, she made me feel really calm as she is very loving. She has 3 kids so I am lucky that she could come to my rescue. I really don't know what I would do without her, she is an angel...
Well for me I got through the first chemo when I was 24 because I did not know what was ahead. Really thats a good thing. The second time at 43, I thought I was going to have a heart attack thinking back....eekkkk......
No way I said "I just can't do that dam chemo again". Gee how Chemo has changed 20 odd years ago you had chemo for 24 hours once a week back then. Admitted to hospital and kept in. Now days its basically a morning. I was afraid this second time, more than the last time. I knew what was going to happen and that did my head in.
I have to thank my sister Alana, for her support here. She drove all the way from Goulburn to take me. She was wonderful, she made me feel really calm as she is very loving. She has 3 kids so I am lucky that she could come to my rescue. I really don't know what I would do without her, she is an angel...
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